Dear Diary,

I started to become very worried that Ceasar won't come today. Lately I have tried to stay away from everyone, because last time I think I was a little too obvoius. When I was talking to Brutus and Decius, Decius said he would take care of it, and make sure Ceasar shows up. Knowing Ceasar, he might not show up because his wife is extremely worried about him. I heard she had a nightmare about him and now wants him to stay home. Hopefully, Decius can get him to come. Ceasar and Calpurnia are a very different couple. It looks as if she is very worried about him, and he doesn't care about her, as much as she cares about him. I never told anyone that, even though it CAN be relevent in rebelling against Ceasar. If worse comes to worse, maybe I'll higher someone to kidnapp Calpurnia, and then maybe it'll distract Ceasar. When I was talking to Brutus, we decided not to kill Marc Antony because it might look like we are envious of his position, how close he is to Ceasar. All we need to do is kill Ceasar, not anyone else. If I can get Marc Antony on my side of this, the plan will go that much faster, and be that much easier. I won't do that because I am still not confident that we have Brutus's FULL cooperation in this. I guess I'll see what happens tommorow.

Ceasar

Cassius

Today, during the race, I had a very good conversation with Brutus. As you know, I want to go against Ceasar, because he is very unworthy. One time, I actually had to save him in the lake. If he was strong and had the characterisitics of a king, he would be able to save himself. When I was talking to Brutus, I tried being as nice as I can, by telling him what he wanted to hear. Maybe, if I talk to him all the time like that, he will start to look up to me, follow me, see how unworthy Ceasar is, and eventually gather many people to rebel against Ceasar. After that, I saw Casca, who told me there will be a storm which I will be caught in. I think he is crazy and doesnt know what he is talking about, but of course, I just said, "It's probably nothing", in order for him not to be angry with me; because who knows, I might need his help sometime in the future. Later on, I had the greatest idea. I'm a little nervous to do it, because I really dont want to get caught, but if I do it in the right, secretive way, I'm confident I can do it. I will write a fake letter, to Brutus signed from the people of Rome. In this letter, I'll write that is a very bad thing that Ceasar is becoming king, and Brutus must do something about it. I think Brutus will fall for it, because he already has a doubt in his mind about the whole thing but he is loyal to Ceasar. Brutus is a beloved man, and I want his help in order to take over these easy people. I'm trying to act as I normally do, but I cant tell if it's working, because I'm doing this alone. I stay up late at night, because I'm so nervous, but I have to act as if nothing is going on, and I am great. I'll just keep telling myself that everyday.
Cassius